I completely do not want to be at the gym today! But I am. I suppose that's good but I don't want to. I'm so tired and frustrated all I want to do is sleep and eat that left over chocolate cake that I should probably throw out. I can't help it! I've just been feeling bad about dumb stuff. Not weight loss related but I'm frustrated that I keep seeing other people my age married and with babies. Especially since they haven't been with their partners long and I've been with mine for 9years! It gets me really depressed sometimes! Horrible. Sometimes working out takes my mind off of it but.. It still gets me down.
EDIT 5:13pm In happier news today.. I weighed in at 203 with clothes and shoes on!
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